EVER WONDER WHY?
© 2007 Stephen Now
VERSE I
Ever wonder why—it makes us so confused?
Ever wonder why—to win you have to lose?
Ever wonder why—we wander far away?
Ever wonder why—we only want to stay?
Ever wonder why—we never seem to learn?
Ever wonder why? Ever wonder why?
VERSE II
Ever wonder why—the world is full of pain?
Yet no one will believe we could ever change
Ever wonder why—we live so fast to die?
Never taking time for ever asking why
Ever wonder why—we feel so all alone?
Ever wonder why? Ever wonder why?
BRIDGE
Well I don’t know which way to go,
I got my mind messed up you know,
Just livin’ in this crazy place,
Ain’t nothin’ if you haven’t spaced
On what is high and what is low
And where we come from
Where we go
It’s all a riddle, all a show,
So call me up and let me know
Oh no! I want to know!
Oh no! I want to know!
VERSE III
Ever wonder why—we dream our lives away?
Ever wonder why—to learn we have to play?
Ever wonder why—we never question what we’re told?
Ever wonder why—the more we learn, the less we know?
Ever wonder why—we pretend we’re not afraid?
Ever wonder why? Ever wonder why?
I CAN’T THINK OF A TIME
© 2007 Stephen Now
CHORUS
I can’t think of a time, when you weren’t on my mind
I can’t think of a time, when you weren’t on my mind
VERSE
I’m not supposed to feel this way,
I’ve got my life—my plans in place,
I haven’t got the time to waste
On these new feelings
I’m not supposed to stand and stare,
But when I see you I don’t care,
Your smile, your face, your flowing hair,
They drive right through me
I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do,
Cause everywhere I look I just see you,
I change my mind, my time, my place,
But still my eyes look for your face,
That I—that I might see you
For a moment more…
CHORUS
I can’t think of a time, when you weren’t on my mind
I can’t think of a time, when you weren’t on my mind
Every day, every day, every day, every day
BRIDGE
And I don’t know just what to say,
Maybe I’ll just stay away,
I don’t know what you’d see in me,
-- or even why…
I’m livin’ in this jeopardy,
Of wanting you, but can’t believe,
That this could happen anyway,
Am I in love? Am I in love?
CHORUS
I can’t think of a time, when you weren’t on my mind
I can’t think of a time, when you weren’t on my mind
Every day, every day, every day, every day
I CRY ON THE INSIDE
© 2008 Stephen Now
VERSE
Listenin’ to the problems of the world,
Watchin’ all the sadness from this chair,
Hopin’ that somehow you might get better,
Never seems to help with your despair
CHORUS
And I cry, on the inside,
Because I know I’m the biggest fool of all,
Yeah I cry, on the inside,
I never let you see what I recall
VERSE 2
Waitin’ for the never comin’ phone call,
Growin’ colder one degree each day,
Actin’ like it doesn’t matter to me at all,
Knowin’ that you’ve chosen your own way
CHORUS
And I cry, on the inside,
Because I know I’m the biggest fool of all,
Yeah I cry, on the inside,
I drink alone so you won’t see me fall
BRIDGE
Yeah I cry, on the inside, Yeah I cry where you can’t see
Yeah I cry, on the inside, Yeah I cry for you and me
VERSE 3
Here’s to all the good times, all the memories,
Here’s to when we knew how to find our way,
Here’s to innocence with no boundaries,
Here’s to no more black and white, just grey
CHORUS
And I cry, on the inside,
Because I know too much yet nothin’ much at all
Yeah I cry, on the inside
Because I know I’m the biggest fool of all
I REACH OUT
©2008 Stephen Now
CHORUS
I reach out and reach out and reach out to you,
But you don’t even try at all, there’s nothin’
I can do
I reach out and reach out and reach out to you,
But all I ever get from you is nothin’ I can use
VERSE I
I don’t know why—I take the risk at all,
When I try—I always take the fall,
I’m just a guy—who’s looking for a call
From that someone who cares about me
CHORUS
I reach out and reach out and reach out to you,
But you don’t even try at all, there’s nothin’
I can do
I reach out and reach out and reach out to you,
But all I ever get from you is nothin’ I can use
VERSE II
I’m so confused—I don’t know what to say,
I’ve learned to lose—it’s always been that way
But I refuse—I’m gonna see the day
When there’s someone who cares about me
CHORUS
I reach out and reach out and reach out to you,
But you don’t even try at all, I feel like such a fool,
I reach out and reach out and reach out to you,
You lead me on just to let me down, you couldn’t be more cruel
VERSE III
Don’t want to live—pretending all the time,
I want to give—more than a player’s line,
Cause I believe—that someday I will find
That there’s someone who cares about me
CHORUS
I reach out and reach out and reach out to you,
But you don’t even try at all, there’s nothin’
I can do
I reach out and reach out and reach out to you,
But all I ever get from you is nothin’ I can use
IT DOESN’T MATTER
©2008 Stephen Now
VERSE
It doesn’t matter if you laugh or cry
It doesn’t matter if you scream
It doesn’t matter if you’re black or white
It doesn’t matter much to me
It doesn’t matter if the sun goes down
It doesn’t matter what you’ll be
It doesn’t matter if you’re high or low
It doesn’t matter don’t you see?
CHORUS
You gotta dance, gotta dance to your own beat
Dance like it’s all a dream
You gotta dance, gotta dance to your own beat
Dance to a different scene
You gotta dance, gotta dance to your own beat
Dance all your cares away
You gotta dance, gotta dance your own beat
Dance to a brand new day
VERSE 2
It doesn’t matter if you’re rich or poor
It doesn’t matter if you’re small
It doesn’t matter-- where you were born
It doesn’t matter much at all
It doesn’t matter who you say you know
It doesn’t matter how smart you may be
It doesn’t matter what you buy
CHORUS
BRIDGE
Don’t you know that you have much more in you
Than you may ever see?
There’s a part of you that will see you through
To where you want to be
If we only knew that all we do
Only brings insanity
So I’m tellin’ you, ‘cause I know it’s true
Letting go can set us free
VERSE 3
It doesn’t matter what you’re supposed to know
It doesn’t matter if you try
It doesn’t matter if you failed before
It doesn’t matter if you cry
It doesn’t matter if you win the war
It doesn’t matter who’s the best
It doesn’t matter if you’re left or right
It doesn’t matter that’s the test
CHORUS
LIVE FOR TODAY
© 2008 Stephen Now
VERSE
I haven’t got a crystal ball,
And I won’t try to pretend
That I could see the future
Or how my story ends
I know I’ve got a past in mind
That tells me where I’ve been
But all those people are forever gone
I’m my only lifetime friend
CHORUS
Live for today, it’s all we really have
Live for today, the past is just the past
Live for today, it’s all that’s gonna last
VERSE 2
And I am slowly letting go
Of all that might have been
I know I gave it my best shot
With what I had back then
I see the changes in my face
As each day passes by
I see the things I want to know
The things I want to try
CHORUS
VERSE 3
Today I love with all my heart
Today I will not miss
The opportunities given me
The chance to truly live
The taste of wonder, the loudest laugh
The first to get in line
The moment when you finally touch
The words you can’t define
CHORUS
MULTITUDES
© 2007 Stephen Now
VERSE I
Everyone I see here, is wearing “black and white”
Everyone around me =, just has to look alike,
I’m not afraid of my own non conformity,
But I can’t seem to find my own identity
BRIDGE
I’m just a drop in an endless ocean,
A child of infinity,
I write this song and before I know it,
Ten thousand more are released
CHORUS
Multitudes and multitudes, are overwhelming me,
Multitudes and multitudes, are everywhere I see,
Multitudes and multitudes—more than I can believe
VERSE II
I don’t belong to anyone, I don’t belong to me,
I got my fingerprint of DNA for free,
And all around me, the crowds press on their way,
Marching to the rhythms of whatever others say,
BRIDGE
I got a line that I keep in my pocket,
From a fortune cookie I received,
It says someday I will be happy,
When I’m finally true to me
CHORUS
Multitudes and multitudes, is there any room to breathe?
Multitudes and multitudes, more than I can count, than I can see,
Multitudes and multitudes, can anyone be free?
VERSE III
Mass production, mass marketing, mass sex appeal for all
A pill for me, a pill for you, isn’t anyone appalled?
I can’t escape the sound of the messages to buy,
Everything to make me, indebted ‘til I die
BRIDGE
I want to live where somebody knows me,
I want to have my name,
It’s not a choice when you’re just a number,
It’s how you go insane
CHORUS
Multitudes and multitudes, despair is all I see,
Multitudes and multitudes, are devastating me,
Multitudes and multitudes, everywhere surrounding me
THE ONLY ONE
© 2007 Stephen Now
VERSE
I wish I knew the answer,
I wish I knew the plan,
When I am in my darkness,
And you are in your pain,
I never thought I’d see you,
Be the one who’d take the blame,
But I will never leave you,
Even if I can’t remain,
CHORUS
The only one, the only one
The only one, the only one
VERSE II
Everything reminds me,
How you used to laugh and play
But even though it hurts me,
I can’t put those dreams away,
I never felt so helpless,
Watching you go on your way,
And you won’t even let me,
Try to find the words to say,
CHORUS
The only one, the only one
The only one, you’re the only one
BRIDGE
I give you my heart, my hands, my every inspiration,
I understand that you might throw it all away,
But here’s where I am, with my
Long standing invitation,
According to plan, we’ll find
One step for every day, every day, every day
VERSE III
I never thought they’d hurt you,
I believed you knew your way,
I didn’t even notice,
Until I saw I was too late,
But the only thing that matters,
Are the words I have to say,
You belong to me, I belong to you,
It will always be that way
CHORUS
The only one, the only one
The only one, you’re the only one
WHEN WE ALL BELONG
© 2008 Stephen Now
VERSE
Without a flame, there’s no reason for a fire
With nothin’ to gain, there’s no reason for desire
Without a stream, there’s no river, there’s no sea
Without a dream, there’s no hope for you and me
There’s no hope for you and me…
CHORUS
When we all belong, we will be free (Repeat 3x)
VERSE 2
Without a smile, there’s no laughter anywhere
Without a child, there’s no mother for her care
Without a heart, there’s no rhythm in our soul
Without a soul, there’s no place for us to go
There’s no place for us to go
CHORUS
BRIDGE
We will be free of hunger, free of pain,
Free of living with the shame, of
Those who have and those who don’t
Those who live and those who won’t
--Free of anger, free of war,
Free of hating any more
Free to feel, to hear, to see
Free to live our destiny
We all possess the dignity
Of livin’ one humanity
VERSE 3
Without a word, there’s no song for us to hear
Without a home, there’s no community to share,
Without a seed, there’s no flower on the stem
Without you and me, there’s no us, there’s only them
There’s no us, there’s only them
CHORUS
WITH THE GOOD COMES THE BAD
© 2008 Stephen Now
CHORUS
With the good comes the bad,
Knowing the difference, is where it’s at
With the good comes the bad,
Makes you grateful, oh so grateful,
For the good that we have
VERSE
The good times we had, have all gone away,
We tried to keep them for tomorrow, but lost them yesterday,
And all that we have are memories to share,
But no one will listen, nobody cares
Well this life’s a balance-- a tight rope we share
This world’s the tension between hope and despair
And all that we see makes no difference to me
It all comes and goes in one passing fantasy
CHORUS
VERSE 2
Is happiness good fortune?
Or fortune a curse?
Is living with nothing, what we really deserve?
We need the choice if we want to be free
It’s not just the light but the shadows we see
The yin and the yang, the black and the white,
The light and the darkness, the wrong and the right,
Help us to see what really is there
One holy vision, one life to share
CHORUS